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I dont know this day was a very passive day for me. I was wondering what would it be like not using my brain the whole day and I tell you its kinda hard to do things with out it, even napping was hard to do. Not just I wanted to try out being AWOL (brain department) I wanted to hang out with other people. I did and it was different, I guess I'm just to used to my everyday buddies to notice these things. But even though I wasnt try to use my brainI couldnt help myself but think of "quantum ideas". You see I was soo bothered by what my bro said as an insult. I dont know whether to apply it to other ideas or stuff. The thing is if my "buddies" know this do they hangout with me for self pitty??? I mean just this dismissal one of my buddies said " ano ba ang lakas ng boses mo" and I said "so what??? dont cant hear me anyway" and he replied "di kaya, eh sumisigaw ka pagkatapos magkasama pa tayo"... I mean the the farkity fark does that mean??? that over other people, over "COOLER" people I'm nothing... Sorry na but I mean I dont look like a white squatter!!! or COOL na jologs!!!

I mean you see I dont know why imression is so farking important, well I see it to a certain extent but I dont know why. I mean why are we all looking for that certain feeling you get when people see you as a good or COOL person... well Fark that!!!