another day...

so 24hours after the incident... and I stil feel bad... but before I would tackle that lets back track my day...
So I went to my aunts house for our reunion... and I spend most of my day there... It was fun hanging out with my cousins...(not those ones... another set... my age bracket pero same side) anyway... we played DOOM3 the whole afternoon and after finishing it we started playing with our cars... I took the white car and Gelo(my cuz) too their silver and paul(my cuz) took their red... wala we had a very fun time playing music out of our cars... rearranging there positions... wla lang... but at the my mind was thats incident parin... I still had problems forgetting about it.. and for those who dont understand why (receiving something like that from a girl means a lot about something... na wala kang kwenta... and what makes it even more painful was I didnt even do anything wrong... I was innocent but was already being exiled...) soo after we left my aunts place we went to The Fort... went to MarketMarket and Mc home Depot... wala lang... after that we went home na.. still couldnt get things out of my head I looked for other means of trying to get my attention out of my problem... So I go OL... and it still kept coming back... I coulnd take it... good thing one of my friends had time and asked me what was wrong... sooo technically I had a 2-3 hours sit down chat talking about it... I was a wrekc and still am but after talking to HER... yes shes a girl that why I felt even better... I kinda regained self-esteem... but still ther are other repercushions that I cant avoid from happening, like Reputaion and trust, but the thing is as my friend told me I just have to live life like that, cause you cant always get your way... you can never please everybody... but still I have to contiue... I still need help... I want to end this issue... but there are so many parties that dont want me too... ohh well...