candle in the wind

today was a very sluggish day for me...
I was getting the post IDeA syndrome...
everything was going well I was still remembering my day yesterday, IDeA 3rd will have a special place in my heart

So today my dad made me drive the car home (he got of the car at katipunan and left me to drive the car home, while he had to go get the other car parked somewhere in katipunan) for the first time... It felt soo great... cool...
the feeling was sooo great... but as soon as I got home, our house helper told me that my #1 favorite cat died, just this afternoon by natural causes(stroke). So I was tasked to dig a hole and give my "garfield" a proper burial. After I dug the hole located at our backyard my mom blessed him with holywater and we layed him to rest. Its very tragic to lose a pet especiallt if its your first pet cat. I've already experienced so many times losing dogs at rabbits or birds but not cats, I mean I thought that cats are just like any other animal but the wierd thing is even though they are sluggish in nature they have this certain charm that you only get out of cats. Its sad also that I couldnt do anything about it, the vet told us after a week or two from his sickness (he was sick and had to be treated by anti-biotics and needed fluids so they put deztrose) he would be fine already. but in fact he wasnt and in the end due to internal failure of organs and of stroke he died... I wish he would have died w/o pain but in the end he even suffered more...

bye my little friend!!!