detaching

I dont know maybe the saying of others that the sophistication or complexity of the way we think makes us more appreciative the little things in life... that what I've liked about the these past 2 days (including today)... I really like the feeling that I get to help the class especially when most dont know what to do anymore... I kinda feel bad also cause my class counted on me and in the end I backed out(last minute), cause I had no time to memorize the poem... I aslo feel that I'm switching my priorities already from studies to D, but thats not the issue, but the issue is whether or not I should or shouldnt... I know that some of you who reads this and can relate will hate me sooner or later...
My brain (for quite some time) has been stalling but I dont know for some reason my academic mojo has come back... maybe as buddy says so its over exposure to one another... I dont know but IIS taught me a lot of lessons and has been an eye-opener that not everything is as perfect as we assume it to be... the thing is is that these past few months have been very very very hectic... and I'm telling you...not complaining... but after a taste of "the simple life" relaxing and stuff, I kinda loved it... so it stuck and I keep it...
So nothing is official and pls dont have any assumptions that I'm leaving or staying or what have you.... or I've changed or etc...etc...

all I can say is that I'm busy thinking of electrical ensaymadas...(I wonder who I got this line from...hmm...partner...)